The mad house
Ok not too PC I know but this is the mad house… well not the big mad house it’s farther away. This is just the first stage mad house I guess. For the slightly crazy like myself.
I feel like it’s ok if I call it the mad house as I am in fact in use of the services provided. Well not at this particular place as I have an issue with the head doctor there… the issue is she is a super bitch and thinks she can bully and talk down to people and she is sooooooooooo wrong… so I have been sent to another facility… I'm a problem patient!
This poor guy looks like he's been talking to the bitch doctor and needed an emergency cigarette! I wouldn’t blame him one bit! I'm surprised he's not trying to crawl out the window!
No not really… I saw him a bit later walking around outside looking rather pleased with himself… I wonder now do I walk around with that look on my face? You know the one… smiling, nodding, and talking to yourself.
HEY! This is my insanity here and I can say things like that if I want to!
I often wonder if I'm crazy like my mom? She is totally mad too trust me on that one! I don’t think I am anyway… she is just plain mean and nasty. I'm not like that. (I hope) and also she’s mad! She won’t use a public bathroom… now to be honest with you I'm a bit like that… not crazy about using any bathroom but my own…. I will use a public bathroom though when I have to but my mom takes it to the extremes…… she takes a big 5 gallon bucket with her in the car when she goes anywhere…. And then if she needs to “go” somewhere she has her bucket which she uses in the car in the car park!! I swear I'm not making this up! Totally true!
She also has this big thing about cigarette smoke… if she smells it on some ones clothes she thinks she will be sick from it for weeks! And if she goes into a restaurant with smoking and non-smoking sections… she sits in the non-smoking of course but she will wear a mask… because she can still smell the smoke no matter where she is! It’s so funny to see her walk in too! Holding this mask over her face like she gasping for air and going to die!
I don’t know why but lately I have been having problems being my usual self… I'm usually a positive optimistic person. If I get in a bad mood for some reason it doesn’t last very long. But I haven’t been like that lately… lately if I get in a bad mood I'm in it and for no reason what so ever! Maybe for the day maybe for two days… that’s not me. I just can’t seem to pull myself out of it when it happens now and I don’t know what to do. If it wasn’t for Michael I don’t think I would stand a chance in hell of feeling good at all at the moment. He's the one that makes things alright!
I have fibromyalgia and let me tell you it sucks! My mom has it too which might be a part of why she’s mad! I don’t know? Maybe a part of why but not all of why.
Having fibro is not easy… my hearing is sensitive to high pitched sounds like whistling really bright light is not good. I get headaches… I used to get migraines which were so bad I would have to go to the ER. They would always think I was having a stroke as I would usually get hemi paralysis and my speech would go as well as visual disturbances and when they were really really bad I would throw up on top of everything else! Oh fun fun! The doctors would rush me for a brain scan and then just sedate me for a few hours when they found out I was ok other than a bad headache. Sometimes I would just get blankets and pillows and go into the closet where it was dark and quiet, and stay there till it went away. Thankfully I don’t really get headaches like that anymore!
I do get really bad restless lags at night and in bed my legs and feet are always moving! I don’t know how Michael sleeps with me tap dancing next to him! It drives me crazy! My skin is super sensitive too hot, cold, and light touches my clothes tickle and make me itch sometimes as does my hair and the cat sniffing me!
Some days I feel ok but other days I feel like I have been ran over with a steam roller… every muscle aches and hurts. Along with a list of other things that go on forever!
I promise I'm not complaining though it sounds like it… this is just life!
So if I'm not in sorts lately you now know why…
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