Today I had to go to therapy… and I broke it off with her! lol!
Really I had enough! I'm sure she is a very nice woman but if she said to me one more time “how did you feel when…?” I was really going to flip! So I just told her that I didn’t feel a connection with her and I would like to see another therapist… I always thought that word was a bit weird… just have a look at it.
Looks like it says “the-rapist” to me! but then I am totally crazy!
Anyway back to the break up!
She took it well… to be honest I got the feeling she was glad to get rid of me! She skipped down the stairs and was never so nice to me and never so talkative!
I must not be the standard patient… when she told me I should go out and buy a plant so I could have something to take care of and keep up. I nearly died! I mean I already have loads of house plants! Lol! But evidently if you’re mad or at least slightly mad a plant is part of the solution! Also as hubby’s “the-rapist” has suggested… take a shower every day, shave every day, eat three meals with two snacks (yipeeeee! Two snacks! Woo hoo!) every day, take a walk, go to bed at the same time and wake up at the same time every day…. and with that I think the world’s problems are supposed to be solved! Well that and a plant!
Sounds more like a robot to me or a sheep!! And these people are supposed to be the professionals!
The poor woman couldn’t understand a thing I said anyway! I know I have a weird accent now and I don’t sound like I'm from here or there! But she couldn’t understand anything I said! And I tried to slow it down too! And as well as having a strange accent I talk way to fast!
So the breakup is final and now I'm back on the waiting list for my new therapist. They were really nice about it I have to say. I did at first kind of feet bad telling her I didn’t want to talk to her anymore… then she asked me “how do you feel about it?” and with that same question again I didn’t feel bad about it anymore at all!
They phoned after I got home, I guess to make sure she didn’t insult me or I didn’t kill myself or anything, which is really cool and the person I talked to on the phone was very understanding and didn’t once ask me how I felt! She said lots of times it happens that a patient and therapist don’t connect and it’s no big deal. She said it’s better to just say and move on and a lot of people don’t even bother to go back at all. And she admired me for being honest! Wow! I was admired today! ;~)
You might ask…
“How do I feel about that?”
But if I were you…
I wouldn’t dare!
I don’t really know how this goes with the photo today but the bird in the back ground was screeching and fiercely charging the bird in the foreground that looks totally oblivious! I'm sure it’s a metaphor for something!
I have decided to do a Project 365! Here is just a bit of info behind every pic.
I have an Etsy shop now! Check it out here!!!!