Day 50 Project 365

Changes... Looking Forward, Looking Back

This is the idea I had for a pic last night... I was held hostage by the cat for several hours and had a late start today for getting my shot.

My thoughts last night were something along the lines of 50... That’s half of a century! 100 years... that's a lot isn’t it?!

Perspective.... 100 years ago it was 1911... Just a very short 8 years later my grandpa was born... in 1919...

I'm 37, 38 in April, so I'm 13 years away from 50... Very important note here... I'm not a big age person (not yet anyway) and I'm not afraid of death, (though I must say I am VERY fond of life and hope to hang along as long as possible!)  I have 2 reasons for my outlook... both reasons given to me by my grandparents.

The first from my grandpa... He gave me real advice. He said to me many times “Audrey, don’t ever get old” I knew what he meant then and I understand it even more now. And I also I know that I will never get old!

The second from my grandma... she followed my grandpa’s advice! She never got old! (Lots of stories here but for now I will wait) ... just to get an idea... she was walking on stilts when she was 76!

Anyway... 13 years away from 50.  I can remember 13 years ago... I was in school to be a paramedic. I was 24 about to be 25.

Anyway at this point I am sure I was going to say something brilliant, obviously and very deep and wonderful and I'm sure the people that read this whoever you are out there would have been in some wonderful euphoric thoughts and totally and completely amazed by me! (I'm getting good at this!) lol! Yeah right!! I am so full of it!

Even more I really do worry about you guys out there! You keep coming back for this abuse! Go! Go see a doctor!!!!!! Stop reading and go make an appointment! Get your eyes checked while you’re at it! :~P

Instead... My Day 50...







Fuck it!!!!



(And that makes me smile!) :~) Good to say it some days and really mean it!

Stay tuned for more whatever!

Have a great night or day. Whatever it is when you read this! Oh! And thanks for making it all the way to the end of Day 50! :~)